I don’t know what’s coming next
But I know he is already there
I don’t know where the journey leads
But He drew up the map at the beginning of time
The destination doesn’t make sense
But his plan has never been straightforward
I feel weak, unequipped
But He has and will always be all that I need
My brain tells me everything is uncertain
But he has never been more steadfast
Worry blocks my joy as anxiety crumbles my strength
But I could never do it on my own anyway
When I don’t feel enough
When I can’t see the purpose
When I want to give up
He is closer than I could ever hope for
He has never left me
In my doubt or fear
In my pain and tears
In my brokenness
His love never faltered
When I started sinking in uncertainty,
He made Himself certain
When I doubted the route,
He lit the path
When life was blurry
His face became crystal clear
When I felt dead in confusion
His voice landed with clarity
When it was all too much
He told me to let it all go
He told me to just hold onto Him
I still don’t know what’s coming next
This journey doesn’t make sense
The plan still misses many pieces
I have never felt fully equipped
And my heart falters from strength daily
But He is
He has
And will always be
My Jesus, my Everything
~X~